"Where Sin Abounded, Grace Did Much More Abound" Romans 5:20
This morning, I had a short conversation with Mary Magdalene, asking her some questions that have been on my heart. These questions were related to specific struggles I've had as an adult that are directly connected to my suffering as a child. A Caveat Throughout the years, I've had many questions surrounding suffering, as I'm… Continue reading Conversation with Mary, 7-24-24
Happy Feast Day of Mary Magdalene! 😊❤ In the charismatic churches I grew up in, we never really celebrated Feast Days, aside from the main ones that were Christianized, Protestantized, and tweaked even further to suit our charismatic palette, such as Easter (also known as Feast of First Fruits, among other things), so at this… Continue reading Meeting Mary
This blog post isn't meant to be taken as an explanation or discussion about of the concept of the duality of our nature, because it's not (you can do your own research to learn about it for yourself if you'd like), but I'm just sharing some personal revelations I've had about this concept and what… Continue reading The Two Sides of Me
Speak your words of love to me fill my heart with you Tender words of love to me kindly, softly, mercifully Draw me ever close to you teach me, guide me, lovingly For you are my Beloved, and I am Yours Your love is a strong tower a light that guides me homeYour love is… Continue reading Beloved
The Hell that I lived through has defined me just as much as the Heaven from which I came. God raised me up, and the torment of Hell has become my Refiner's Fire. Psalm 139:7-12 Where can I go to escape Your Spirit?Where can I flee from Your presence?If I ascend to the heavens, You… Continue reading God Raised Me Up
June 28th, 2022 "On Earth [that is to say, those who see with the physical eyes], seeing is believing. In the Kingdom of God [those who see with the eyes of the Spirit], believing is seeing. By 'believing' it is meant to be understood not as a mere system of beliefs [which falters and fails… Continue reading Through the Eyes of Faith
Last year, on July 25th, I wrote about an unusual experience I had. I wrote about it in this blog post, but here's a slightly condensed version of what happened: <Beginning of excerpt> As is customary for me, I had awakened and was having a hard time going back to sleep, so I started talking… Continue reading Energy Circles Revisited
May 31st, 2022 Recently, Balthazar (one of my Spirit Guides) has been asking me: "Does this make you happy?" In other words, is what I'm doing at that moment feeding my Spirit? If not, what needs to change? Sometimes it's my attitude that needs to change. For example, we recently went through a month-long house… Continue reading What Makes You Happy?
In the days of those kings, the God of heaven will set up a kingdom that will never be destroyed, nor will it be left to another people. It will shatter all these kingdoms and bring them to an end, but will itself stand forever. Daniel 2:44 I used to be very political, with a… Continue reading Freedom and Sovereignty
July 25th, 2021 I had a most unusual experience early this morning, when it was still dark. As is customary for me, I had awakened and was having a hard time going back to sleep, so I started talking to— well, even after many years, I'm still not sure if one would call him a… Continue reading Energy Circles
Diary of a Christian Mystic 