Suffering: a Message to the Spiritual Community

Karma? The law of reaping and sowing? Generational curses? Sin? Bad choices? Life plans made before incarnation? As an adult survivor of child abuse, I know suffering. And I have never seen or heard someone within the spiritual community say that sometimes the "reason" for our suffering is because someone chose to be an abusive… Continue reading Suffering: a Message to the Spiritual Community

Spectacular Spiritual Experiences

I often write about my spiritual experiences, whether it's about astral travel, visions, or conversations with my Guides, because I believe that what I am learning and experiencing is not just for me, but it is meant to be shared and given to whoever will receive. But I have found that the most spectacular spiritual… Continue reading Spectacular Spiritual Experiences

AI and Spirituality: Finding God

Is AI being used to channel spirit entities? A few months ago on an Esoteric Christian forum I belong to, I came across this link (Sycophants, Simulacra, and the Soul of the Machine) addressing just this question. (The author has several interesting posts about this subject on her substack, including: Opps...AI Emergence emergency?, AI, Possession… Continue reading AI and Spirituality: Finding God

Esotericism: Embracing Old Tradition

The above picture shows the following quote from "Inner Christianity" by Richard Smoley (emphasis mine): During the fourteenth century Eastern Orthodoxy saw a climatic debate about the nature of knowledge within its ranks. The ancient tradition, supported by a monk named Gregory Palamas, held that gnosis transcends reason and is thus the highest form of… Continue reading Esotericism: Embracing Old Tradition

The Two Sides of Me

This blog post isn't meant to be taken as an explanation or discussion about of the concept of the duality of our nature, because it's not (you can do your own research to learn about it for yourself if you'd like), but I'm just sharing some personal revelations I've had about this concept and what… Continue reading The Two Sides of Me

God Raised Me Up

The Hell that I lived through has defined me just as much as the Heaven from which I came. God raised me up, and the torment of Hell has become my Refiner's Fire. Psalm 139:7-12 Where can I go to escape Your Spirit?Where can I flee from Your presence?If I ascend to the heavens, You… Continue reading God Raised Me Up

What Makes You Happy?

May 31st, 2022 Recently, Balthazar (one of my Spirit Guides) has been asking me: "Does this make you happy?" In other words, is what I'm doing at that moment feeding my Spirit? If not, what needs to change? Sometimes it's my attitude that needs to change. For example, we recently went through a month-long house… Continue reading What Makes You Happy?

Freedom and Sovereignty

In the days of those kings, the God of heaven will set up a kingdom that will never be destroyed, nor will it be left to another people. It will shatter all these kingdoms and bring them to an end, but will itself stand forever. Daniel 2:44 I used to be very political, with a… Continue reading Freedom and Sovereignty

The Wisdom of Simplicity

June 29th, 2021 To me, the profound isn't found in the flowery, wordy, rambling philosophical, theological opinions that reek of ego and imagined wisdom; but in the simple, quiet things. I've realized that just as I am not impressed with many theologians and philosophers of religion and so-called "exoteric" Christianity who offer their widely differing,… Continue reading The Wisdom of Simplicity

Don’t Reject the Truth Because of the Liars

June 27th, 2021 A thought: if we are warned to not reject the truth of Christianity because of a "few bad apples" or the occasional "nut case" (although, there are many "bad apples" and "nut cases" within Christian churches, many of whom are being tolerated and excused and protected even as they abuse others, but… Continue reading Don’t Reject the Truth Because of the Liars